Lmao, unforunately yes x.x *sigh* We haven't talked much for the last two months. It was kinda just touch and go. We'd have dinner together with my friends or something. Met him after work after my practice and he invited me over to get my ring he had (LoTR lol) and we talked and chilled, he pulled lubricant from his pocket (dont ask lol - we didn't do anything LOL - i was surprised as well) i left. not much.
but i saw him last week. had dinner with him again, oooo man i should start a thread here LOL. i've got so much new shtuff lmao. but he's cut his hair and trimmed. looks really cute hehe. the only free window table was behind me and he always sits at a window, so we waited for him and he actually came up to us and asked to sit down with me and my two friends cuz he didn't wanna sit alone (which is bullcrap, he does sit alone when no ones there or like last week lol) so we chatted, flirted quite a bit, agreed i'd help him with spanish and he'd help with american sign language (even though all 3 of his roommates are MEXICAN who know the language lmao)
yeah me and my friend can't figure out whether he likes me or is just being nice, or because he knows i like him is just acting kind so he doesn't let me down and trying to be a "friend friend" oei, men are so complicated, why cant they just make up their damn mind!!! x.x